Advice – It started as a hotwifing dynamic. But I’m having a hard time with my husband dating.

My husband and I opened up about two years ago as a hotwife. Over those two years, it was all about me dating others. But my husband started dating recently, and I have been experiencing intense jealousy and sadness while he is on his solo dates. I recognize that this is hypocritical. Should I just suck it up?